Some memories never die!

After finishing the college one day i was sitting at my home and missing my college days..

all of sudden some thoughts came in my mind and i tried to write something.

today i am just posting that thoughts; i don't know that will these lines reach to depth of your heart but still these lines came from my heart!!

Main aaj fir muskurana chahta hu,

fir se un dino ko dohrana chahta hu.

chhod aaya jin lamho ko peeche,

Un lamho ko fir se pana chahta hu.

Yaad aa rha hai muje wo "Lactures" bunk karna,

Main lekin ajj unhi "lactures " me fir jana chahta hu.

Yu to sota hu main apne ghar par har raat,

Lekin aaj fir wo class me dopahar ki nind pana chata hu.

Kal to nahi hai meri koi exam lekin,

Aaj puri rat dosto ke sath jagkar bitana chahta hu.

Yaad aa raha hai wo dosto ke room ka har pal,

wo raate assignment ki, our baaten har friend ki,

Or aaj in sari cheezo ko fir karna chahta hu.

Wo exams ki raat me mastiyan karna,

Dosto ko phone laga ke tang karna,

Na khud padna na kisiko padne dena,

Or subha college bus me revision karna.

Aaj me exams ka wo tension fir mahsus karna chahta hu.

Yaad aa raha hai wo bina file ke lab me jana,

Or besharn hokar teacher ki daat khana,

Aaj me fir koi file ghar bhul jana chahta hu..

or lab me jakar fir bahar aana chahta hu

Main aaj fir muskurana chahta hu...

Main aaj fir muskurana chahta hu...

I miss my college days,my friends!!

Love you all!

Who comes first Family or Career??

Today i am an engineer but after that what is next????

really a big question and this question always creates violence in my mind,lets think about this..

The parents of every child have some dreams for their children and i am sure while thinking about the future of any child his/her parents doesn't get selfish they just think the best for their child as my parents planned...its the grace of god that he has given me a life with world's best parents but i always think that "have i ever played my role for my parents" and the answer comes is "No".

Now just think why the answer is 'no' it could be yes???

I am the only son of my parents.

I leaved my home since i was 14 after that i have not turned back to home, i used to go home just for vacation, today i am 23 and now i am doing my work. as i am an engineer i cant live in my village and my father has his business so he cant leave the village..

While writing this i am thinking that why i am discussing family affairs then i think although its my family affair but its a general problem of most people so it should be discussed..

so the problem is why we choose our career knowing that its not a good deal at all??

when my father gets load in his business i don't bet there to help him, but when i have any problem he is always there for me.

when my mother gets ill i don't be with her to share her pain, but when i come across any tension she is always with me.

In exam time when i was in tension there was my mom to give me courage and i got good marks but i don't know when i helped my mom in her critical time.

I always try to be happy but in my heart there is a corner which always cry.

(Me with my mom and sis)

When i see outer world every one talk about money, packages, having the dream to work in big multinationals but i don't think about this my dream is somewhat different and i'll make it real.

i have a dream of making smiles rather than money, i just want to do something so that i can spread happiness and smiles..

I love my Grand ma, my mom, my dad and my sis...

hope god will give me enough strength to make smiles on your face.