Sunday, February 22, 2009

leaving home is a great bravery..

i remember that day..
it was very shiny and i was sitting out of my home with my father. it was summer vacation.i was talking about my studies i said "papa i want to go out of station for study" he said its verey tough to leave home but i insisted and after some time he agreed with my point.
now i m very happy but i dont know what will happen i started prepration to go away from home and the day has arrived , now i have to go. my father is coming with me to drop me at my maternal uncle's home(badnawar).i am travelling in bus suddenly i thought about my mom and the feeling which i cant express comes in my mind. every thing is just stopped and i just start crying but i dont want to show my tears to my father, i just rearrange my self but still my heart is crying i start thinkig that i hv taken wrong decision but, "i have to go ,i cant move back" with this thought i just try to convence my self, and after few days every thing becomes normal.

so above are the feeling came in my heart when i left the home..
and now i m going to be s/w engineer in 2009.oh it is very very memoriable moment of my life bcoz it was the toughest situation i ever faced..and now i miss my home so much,some times i cry where no one can see me and then i feel fresh.i dont think thai i'll get any chance to live at home for long time so i always try to be happy but still missing home alot.